IT'S MAY!!

If it's May, shouldn't we be kickin it in at least 60-70 degree weather by now? No. Where I'm at, we have SNOW. I drove to work in a blizzard! It was 80 degrees this week, and suddenly I'm freezing my ass off again like it's December. Wtf??

That aside, I also need to point out my current obsession with R&B oldies. I feel like music used to have that special X factor that truly made you feel. Whatever happened to that? Is it all about money, cars, hoes, the biggest goddamn chain around your neck, etc etc? What about the more sophisticated R&B--those slow jams--that could evoke feelings of passion that really just made you want to fuck.

I'm not talking about that Rick James ghetto funk shit, although, I will give him some credit for his era. I'm talking about the artists who write their music to appeal to the females. Smart. Play that shit for your female friend who visits your crib and it's ON.

My homeboy makes fun of me for this obsession, but honestly, who doesn't like Musiq Soulchild?? I'm not hatin on current music, but I also get tired of mainstream that is so overplayed, you could time its radio appearance by the hour. Anyway, this wasn't meant to be a rant, but more of a reflection on the good shit. Or maybe I'm just getting old!!

Thoughts?


(PS. YES! I did finally get hired and now work fulltime again!! Woo hoo!)


xoxo
Elle

Job Hunting

I apologize for the length between my last video and now. As some of you who follow my Facebook account know that I was laid off this month. Once again, I fell back into the unemployment category. I'm not sure what's going on, but it's always been out of my control. Sometimes things just happen because that is the hand we were dealt.

I'm trying to be positive, but the longer time progresses, the more and more I feel depressed. I send out so many applications and resumes, but I think there are so many that are looking for work that it's hard to get noticed. Maybe I need to get creative.

Luckily, someone contacted me for an interview tomorrow so I'm hoping all goes well. It sounds like it may only be part time, but at this point--I'd gladly take it if it were offered. Anyway, that's sort of the update. For those of you who have been following me for a while know that I just seem to get shit on all the time! I'm not sure what the deal is, I must have an unlucky gene. I need to be grateful for what I have though, it's definitely not like last summer! I've paid all my bills and rent in advance so I'm okay for now. The clock is ticking, and I think I'm just getting impatient.

Thanks to all the support ya'll have given me, it's nice to know people acknowledge what's going on! Thanks for your patience!


Elle

**SOME NEWS!**

Sooo..... Now that my blog has collected some cobwebs, I've decided to brush up with the New Year. It's a brand new start for everyone, from weight loss, to personal commitments, to resolutions, OR to brand new videos from your favorite dancer. Yes!

I've got some fun news. I've decided to team up with XEBO: Xclusive Entertainment Black Ops L.L.C as a private entertainer. See the link below for more details on what their business offers. There's plenty of selection, so there's a lot to look forward to!

Thanks to those of you who have been patiently waiting from my Gofundme program last summer. Thankyouthankyouthankyou! Please check your inboxes!

Thanks to everyone else who shows their support by following me on my social networking! Keep boppin!

XEBO: www.facebook.com/XclusiveEntertainmentBlackOps

www.dailymotion.com/spastic1015

XOXO ELLE

Spy Camera

Anyone know of a good spy camera? My landlord keeps going into my apartment when I'm not home. Sometimes he tells me if he's coming over, and other times he just lets himself in. How do I know? Because he fucking forgets to turn off all the lights in my apartment. Things aren't where I leave them. Today freaked me out, especially. Pretty sure he goes through my clothes. SO. Anyone have any advice on a good quality spy cam that won't break the bank? Preferably $150 or less? I'm gonna catch this sack of shit. I've only lived here a month and a half and I've already seen him around about 6 or 7 times.

New Genres?

For future reference, do I have any country fans out there? Or classic rock or heavy metal? I'm sure I do. My friend mentioned I could change up the genre just a little instead of the same hip hop music. Should I create a pole? Look at the bottom of the screen and vote for me please, thank you! xoxoxoxoxo

A Huge Thanks

Finally I got my internet activated today. I got the little bit of stuff I had with me moved into my apartment last week, too. A major thank you and shout out goes to all of you who contributed to my little fundraiser. You saved me from a destitute situation, and I'm forever grateful. I'm working on a few ideas for some upcoming videos, as well as a private thank you video. Now that I'm back in the game, I'm ready to get my life back in order! My job is going well, I enjoy the people I work with. We go bowling every Wednesday night. Just wanted to give ya'll an update on my progress. Things have gotten much better.

Some Problems

Most of you have been wondering where in the hell I've been and why haven't I been updating. I have some valid reasons, but they aren't excuses. I'm going to finally come out and explain my situation. You know I haven't been selling anything in over a year, and I have a few reasons for that, but that's another story. Right now I'm struggling more than I think I ever have in my entire life. Everything seems to go wrong, one right after the other. I've explained everything on this page!

Thanks guys

Elle xoxo